They may sleep well for hours, but then awaken around 3 a.m., and cannot fall asleep again. Fear of ghosts, fear of thunderstorm, fear of dogs … You see, reading words doesn’t mean anything. What you need to understand is the essence. And the essence is made up of two or three differentiating points: the intensity, the colouring of words, the inner state.
So: Calcarea has fear of insanity, fear that the mind will break down, and fear that others will understand, can see the confusion, that he is going crazy. And fear that his case is so progressed that there is no hope.
But you see, Arsenicum also has this despair of recovery: “My case is so progressed.” But CaIcarea will never require somebody to come with him. It will never ask: “Please come with me.”
If Arsenicums don’t have a spouse to travel with them, then they will find a friend to do the job. Who would be the best person to accompany Arsenicum? Someone whom they trust. The doctor is the best! (audience laughs)
The next best person is the wife or the husband. Then, after that, they go through the list and become more and more unhappy.
They will think: “Will he be able to help me? Is he going to help me?” All this is calculated by Arsenicum persons. Arsenicum has to program, has to prevent, Arsenicum has to make sure that things will not happen in the way he is afraid they might happen.