The last crisis of this kind in the hospital had taken several days,
as she later reported to the class.
So, this kind of intensity, this kind of metaphysical fear, a fear
which is almost beyond the physical. This
State of panic in the
middle of the night is very interesting. Why? Because Kaliurn
arsenicosum may wake up in the middle of the night and do what? They are in a panic state, in the middle of the night. You know the Kalis, at what time they are aggravated: two, three, four o’clock in the morning. All the Kalis have their aggravations at these times. They wake up in a state of panic.
And what will they do? They have described it in the following way. They say: “It is a fear which is so overwhelming that I cannot resist. I have to speak to somebody to understand that I am not dying.”
So in the middle of the night they will call their mother, father, friends, … And what will they say? They will not say: “You know, I am afraid, I am in a panic state, I have this or that…” – no! They don’t want to express, they don’t want to say it. They just want to talk, to hear the voice of the other person, so that they can communicate, in order to know “I am not dead”.
This metaphysical fear: “I am dying, I am dying, am I still here?”
In order to somewhat overcome the fear,
Reserved, don t want
to become an object they have to communicate. But they won’t
of ridicule, don’t talk express what is happening inside. Do you
about their fears see how the Kalis are reserved? They
are what we call people who don’t want to be ridiculed, who don’t want to express. That state is similar to which remedy?