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Classical Homeopathy for Anxiety and Jealousy – page 109

You cannot say: “I love you, I love you, you are so wonderful!” Forget all that! You cannot handle such situations with words. Such severe situations are so intense that I can hardly reproduce them.

In her case she had cramped her jaws and could not speak. She could not explain what she was feeling. I felt her pulse. It was between 130 and 140 and sometimes irregular. I saw the situation and her condition and the fear in her eyes, not being able to explain anything.

I asked: “Are you afraid you are going to die?” (imitates the behaviour of the patient) She couldn’t speak, but she nodded and I could see the fear was fear of dying.

She had been told that she has a heart problem. Since she had been told about this heart problem – not a severe problem – she never accepted to go to her cardiologist again to be examined. Nobody was allowed to take her blood pressure.

Nobody was allowed to examine her. Such was the fear of hearing of the heart problem again, the fear that she could die. She could not even hear about it. That is why for several years – I think it was six years since she had been diagnosed – she had not allowed herself to go to any doctor.

In that stage, when I saw her, she was shaking all over. I was trying to help hold her legs, and you could not hold her legs. She was almost in a kind of spasm. A tremen­dous fear of dying, there was no question about that.                        Fear of dying

What else did I put together? The second thing I realized was that all this was internalised. You can imagine: six colleagues around her, but she doesn’t want to talk. She doesn’t want to talk -not logically, but her jaws are locked, (imitates the patient)