might dream about death. There are ill effects of grief: a sensitive mood; every kind of emotional disturbance upsets them, but especially grief, care and sorrow. Also: ill effects of anger or mental excitement.
Cocculus people will keep the anger inside themselves and will suppress it until a certain time, when they cannot any more tolerate any suppression, and will explode in anger with the least cause. A woman will hit her children and then feel remorse and guilt, and will blame herself with thoughts of this kind: ‘I am not a good mother, I have not succeeded in my life, I have not attained anything so far, I have only difficulties in my life’, then will feel anxious that she has lost valuable time and will close herself in a room, depressed and apathetic, and brood.
Loss of sleep can also be a cause without the additional stress of nursing and grief. An interesting polarity here is that sleep will aggravate all symptoms! ‘All symptoms and ailments, espe¬cially of the head, increased by drinking, eating, sleeping and talking’. If she wakes up in the night, unpleasant things will come to her mind and keep her from falling back to sleep.
The Cocculus sleep itself can be disturbed by many and varied complaints. There are bodily reasons like a constrictive pain in the stomach, or flatulent colic about midnight, but also mental reasons, the most prominent of them being restlessness and excessive anxiety.
The restlessness may be connected with abdominal pains and turning from side to side, or it is an uneasiness felt in whole body, with stitching and biting here and there. It may also be a restlessness from ‘thoughts of the business of the day’ that prevent sleep and make the patient wide awake at about 1 am. The anxiety feels like an awful dream and is felt at each attempt to fall asleep.