they will eventually confess everything that is happening to them.
Apart from the fear that they are going crazy, Calcarea also has a fear that others can recognise their mental confusion. They feel they are being observed suspiciously by the people in their environment, that they can be ‘looked through’ or ‘seen’ by them. As Kent puts it: ‘He thinks people look at him suspiciously, and he looks at them suspiciously, and he wonders why they do not say something to him about it. ’ Similar to the above situation, this information is not volunteered by the patient, but if you suspect that the case is Calcarea carbonica and start inquiring, especially about these matters, he will confess his fear to you with some relief.
This is a condition bordering on delusion, and it may truly be accompanied by delusions, especially when closing the eyes,
even during the daytime. They see horrible visions and must open their eyes immediately and try to persuade themselves that they are not crazy, that what they are experiencing is only a trick of their mind. This is a far cry from a healthy mind, as we can easily perceive, but it is not yet real psychosis, as they are still able to control themselves in their dealings with others. However, at this stage, Calcarea people definitely feel that they are quickly approaching insanity.
They also might confess to you at this time that they are talking to themselves. When in the presence of others they are able to maintain their self-control, but once they are alone in the house they start carrying on a conversation with themselves. This is particularly true in cases of prolonged grief. We can picture the case of a woman whose husband has not been faithful, and she has suppressed her anger and emotions against her husband for a long time. She then starts talking
to herself, and says a lot in these ‘conversations’ without a partner. It is a state of confusion, weakness, and breakdown of the intellect.