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Materia Medica Viva Volume 6 – page 1305

exertion. Their quivering creates the sensation of internal trembling. The Calcarea person is unable to apply himself to anything that requires an effort. Focusing his attention becomes increasingly difficult; his mind wanders when he attempts to concentrate. His brain becomes ‘paralysed’ when he makes the effort to speak. Words get mixed up and confused; he tend to make mistakes and slips of the tongue. He feels confused and is unable to remember the subject of the conversation. His memory is weak. His confusion while reading is such that he has to stop and try to remember where he was. Due to the weakness of mind and difficulty of thinking, his self-confidence disappears; he is easily overwhelmed by his work.
This mental exhaustion predisposes the patient to have an apprehensive, anxious disposition with a tendency to worry about the future, about his health and about salvation (as mentioned before). He feels restless anxiety. He is easily frightened and his agitation prevents him from resting and may even bring on palpitations, ebullition of blood, and shocks or jerks felt in the pit of the stomach. His fear tends to rise up from the stomach.
During this phase, in which Calcarea individuals begin to break down and to develop anxiety, they are often troubled by sleeplessness, especially after 3 a.m. They may sleep well for hours, but then awaken around 3 a.m., and cannot fall asleep again.
In the next stage the patient enters a period where even the least responsibility looms over him as a tremendous responsibility, so large he no longer feels able to cope. He feels overwhelmed; situations and problems seem insurmountable. He becomes averse to his work and in fact dreads it and the responsibilities and demands made on him by others. His indisposition to any kind of work, aversion and loathing of work, is accompanied by a general mood of tremendous irritability and a heaviness in his lower limbs. Anxiety and the ‘fear that something bad is going to happen’ are evident. He
feels a very great urge to leave his business, yet he stays on.