face. This determination to show a happy face is a result of the Beilis patient’s fear that, should this pain be left to spread all over his existence, he would not be able to survive. When such a thing actually happens the pain is really unbearable: ‘Unbearable pain that drives to distraction’.
A Beilis state can also be created when a person feels unloved, ignored by others, especially by parents or a lover. In such a case no complaints will be voiced openly, but inwardly the need to give and to take affection is there. They need security, they need to feel truly loved, and only then can they open up and bloom. There is a superficial resemblance to Natrum muriaticum here but the real situation is quite different.
A similar reaction to hurt or mistreatment is exhibited by the physical body. If a woman receives a physical blow on her breast and a tumour develops, this tumour will remain enclosed for years, painful but without tendency to open or discharge. The tendency of the remedy is to entrench the painful spot. Accordingly, Beilis will be indicated in an entrenched inflammation of an organ with no outlet; an inflammation that does not have the power or the force to open up an outlet and release the pressure within.
Examples include inflammation of the gall bladder where the biliary duct is obstructed and there is excruciating pain from the built-up inside pressure; enormous swelling of the testes after an injury with severe pain; cystitis where the urine can hardly pass. A key-note for this remedy is a debilitating bruised feeling which spreads all over the body from such inflamed areas. If in such a situation you can trace back to an injury you will have extra confirmation of the remedy.
The Beilis patient is prone to rheumatic infections. He suffers from stiffness and soreness of the muscles, similarly to Rhus-t. or Eup-per. He cannot find rest in bed, wakes up very early, has little sleep