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Materia Medica Viva Volume 4 – page 816

he cannot catch his breath:
‘…will clutch her breast and act as though she wanted to tear it open, then she would act like one dying. “I am choking, I will die if I do not get more air ” If the windows are opened then she appears to be better;.
A further stage to be considered is the Baptisia anxiety neurosis. Here we find anxiety about health, the anxiety revolving mainly around the heart. The patient fears that the heart will stop, or that it will, or has, quit beating. This brings on a tremendous anxiety and fear. He fears that he has an incurable heart disease. He does not want to hear any conversation about sickness, especially concerning the heart, because it brings about a wild state in his mind.
This is not the logical fear we find in Phosphorus, where the patient feels that he may have, or may get, the same condition. This is a ‘confused fear’. It is followed by despair, by a certainty that he will never recover and is sure to die. He is restless and nervous at night and his condition is aggravated by darkness, and by thinking of his pains. His memory weakens, and as it weakens the anxiety increases. As a final stage, the patient eventually lapses into sadness, mental depression and lastly utter indifference. He loses all feeling, does not care about anything, no longer wants to continue living.
This state is similar to Ph-ac. You could call it a state of insensibility, which is a key-note for Baptisia. The insensibility is apparent in the mental, emotional and physical regions. During a headache, the patient may feel sleepy and stupid, the hands dead, without feeling:
‘Hands and feet were cold, and she said they were dead; there was no feeling in them; her arms were numb, and it extended down into her hands; she felt as though she would be paralysed’
(Kent).
Baptisia has loss of sensibility as a general condition.