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Homeopathy – Medicine for the New Millennium – page 98

Fear of evil spirits (Calcarea carbonica, Chininium sulphuri- cum, Mancinella, Psorinum, Phosphorus); this is the only fear that may come at dusk, when darkness comes (Graphites, Sul- phur). These fears seem to come mostly in the morning when the mind seems to be sluggish, weak, and non-functional.
At some point the patient seems to arrive at the vague realization that there is something seriously wrong with his system. Look- ing for an answer, he visits several doctors. When he sees that no one seems to understand what is wrong with him, he despairs that he may never recover. The patient thus progresses into de- pression, even to the point of having suicidal impulses, especial- ly on seeing a knife (Mercurius). It is rather an impulse than a logical decision stemming from long and tedious suffering. He logically rejects the idea of killing himself, but as soon as he sees the knife the impulse comes automatically. However, imag- ining himself wounded and bloody is an idea abhorrent to him.
The Alumina depression can be described as a ‘gloominess’, there is no light. The patient complains to the doctor, but not in a burdensome way. He does not express his despair to the doc- tor; instead, it is incumbent upon the doctor to see, to observe the despair in the demeanour of the patient. His disease has slowly progressed and has become so deeply ingrained that he sees no possibility of recovery. He wants to be alone, undisturbed by people; his inability to cope with, to process the sensory stimulation underlies this aversion to company. A feeling of unreality prevails, and despairing, he resigns himself to his condition.