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Essence of Materia Medica – page 7

very extreme of this state, she suffers from a pervasive fear that something bad will happen — an accident, a misfortune.
This process eventually progresses into depression, with suicidal impulses. Alumina has suicidal impulses upon viewing a knife, or seeing blood. Platina, Arsenicum and Mercury are other reme¬dies having a similar symptom, but they mostly have the impulse to kill others. Alumina has the impulse to kill himself or herself.
The Alumina depression can best be described as a "gloominess". There is no light. She complains to the doctor, but in a non-burdensome way. She does, not wail and moan and cling to the prescriber. She merely reports her symptoms in a heavy but non-nagging manner. She has the appearance of being RESIGNED to her condition. It has come on over such a long time and so insid-iously that she has resigned herself to her condition.
This resignation, coupled with the vagueness and slowness of mind, sometimes gives the patient the appearance of merely "going through the motions". You may observe her a bit and come to the conclusion that she has not really come of her own motivation. She seems to be feeling, "Why did I come here after all?" But then she opens up a bit and begins working with you.
The theme of DELAYED ACTION pervades the physical plane thoroughly. There is a slowing of function at first; this progresses to weakness of muscles, and eventually to a kind of paralysis.
The weakness in Alumina applies peripherally. Just as we see when the patient is struggling so hard to express herself but simply cannot find the-right word, she wills herself to function on the plane, but the response is delayed. The characteristic Alu¬mina constipation is the prime example. Here is Kenfs descrip¬tion : "Now, so great is the straining to pass a soft stool that you will sometimes hear a patient describe the state as follows : When sitting upon the seat she must wait a long time, though there is fullness and she has gone many days without stool; she has the consciousness that she should pass a stool and is con¬scious of the fullness in the rectum, yet she will sit a long time and finally will undertake to help herself by pressing down vio¬lently with the abdominal muscles, straining vigorously, yet con¬scious that very little effort is made by the rectum itself. She will