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Essence of Materia Medica – page 6

By this stage of pathology, the patient comes to the conclusion that he or she is going insane. This is not actually a fear of insan-ity: it is more of an objective conclusion. It is a kind of confir-mation of what was previously suspected. Alumina is not a prominent remedy for fear of insanity. In fact, if the patient dis-plays a lot of fear of insanity, one would tend to turn away from Alumina.
Finally, the patient falls into a deep sense of despair. She feels, "nobody can help me"."Why am I not getting better"? She feels this over relatively minor ailments, and she goes from doctor to doctor trying to solve the problem; when she sees that no-one can help, then she falls into a despair of recovery. The Arseni¬cum despair of recovery arises from a tremendous fear of death. In Alumina, however, the despair is very deep, and it is real. She is very sick! The mental plane is confused, she is losing her identity. This can be an early symptomatology of schizophrenia.
It is important to remember that this progression from slowness of mind, to confusion, to loss of identity and despair of recovery, occurs very slowly and eventually the nervous system demon-strates degeneration as well. This is a process seen in broken down constitutions — whether by age or by frequent diseases; it is commonly prescribed in senile patients.
Next we consider the emotional plane. Alumina has a great sense of being hurried inside. Kent stresses this symptom greatly in his Materia Medica, yet Alumina is listed only in ordinary type in the Repertory. What Kent means to say, then, is that this is a sense that the patient cannot do things fast enough; she feels there is such a DELAYED ACTION in functioning that every¬thing happening in the external world seems to move too slowly. This is the basis for the symptoms : ‘Times passes too slowly^’. Even though an external observer would see the Alumina patient as being very slow, she feels inside that time is passing too slowly. A half an hour seems to be a whole day.
As the emotional pathology progresses, this sense of being hur-ried leads to apprehension that she won’t be able to finish every-thing in time. She tries her best, but she is so slow that she cannot actually finish, and this causes her to be apprehensive. At the

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