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Celle Seminar I, Case 2: Insanity

that you understand the subtle differences between remedies. Pulsatilla is very manipulative, so we would expect to see the patient using her illness to control and manipulate others. But what we see here is a woman who is suffocating emotionally. She craves someone to talk to. She needs to have someone come and visit her. Basically, what all this means is that she craves human contact.
What about Sepia in this case? First off, in light of all the ordeals this woman has been faced with in her marriage, I would expect to see a complete lack of sexual desire if she were in fact Sepia. The moment you ask her about sex she would say, »Poof! Let’s not discuss it at all, that’s a dead subject.« This is one aspect of Sepia that she does not exhibit. The second point is that Sepia can enter a phase where it says, »I don’t want anybody. I don’t want my husband, I don’t want my children, I don’t like anyone.* Does she give you the impression that she has reached this stage? Not at all. She is obviously very attached to her daughter, with whom she seems to have a good rapport. The patient thinks well of her daughter, and this is expressed in fond, meaningful glances exchanged between the two, especially when the husband is talking. If this were a case of Sepia, the patient would be much more indifferent towards her child, showing little or no emotion. But this woman is full of emotions, full of energy, she wants to live. I believe she enjoys life. Sepia has another view on life altogether, one of »Let the whole world die, I don’t care.« Our patient cares about life. Her daughter tells us that she still has feelings for other people, that she is empathic and worries about pollution, about people dying, about the ozone, the Third World, nuclear energy. In short, she worries about the whole world. But we are all, like this woman, concerned with pollution and the situation with nuclear reactors. Who could not be concerned? You would really have to be crazy not to care. That’s exactly the point I’m trying to make. Sepia is self-absorbed enough not to care about these things. If she were Sepia, her attitude would be: »Let them die, especially my children and my hus¬band. I couldn’t care less.«

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