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George Vithoulkas

(F.P.): No. There are times when I don’t need any salt at all. (G.V.): And sweets?
(F.P.): Very little, and then only for short periods of time. (G.V.): Do you nap, say in the afternoon?
(F.P.): In my good days, when I was very well, I used to get up very early and do a lot of self-tuition work, and after lunch I usually retired for a nap.
(G.V.): How did you feel after your siesta? (nap) (F.P.): Sometimes I still felt tired, probably because I had done so much work. I usually managed to carry on by drinking tea. (G.V.): Do these naps make you feel more tired than you did before you went to sleep?
(F.P.): No, I’m usually slightly refreshed when I have a nap at lunchtime. There is a new feeling, a very prominent feeling, which I never felt before: when I think about what I have to do, the next step in my future, I’m afraid that I won’t know what to do, or that I won’t be successful. This is a new feeling, and then I’m overcome with anxiety. In the past I’ve always given other people courage. I’ve done social work and things like that, and now…
(G.V.): You have a kind of redness in the face. Is this acne? (F.P.): The redness is rosacea, and it could be the effect of the Cortisone cream I use. (G.V.): Why do you use Cortisone cream?
(F.P.): I don’t any longer, but I did during my childhood because I suffered from eczema; it made me crazy. I suppose that what has been called rosacea is just my thin skin from using Cortisone for so many years. (G.V.): Where was the eczema?
(F.P.): On my arms and face, especially in the chest area. And even now I am still very allergic to foreign substances, for example, deodorants.
(G.V.): Did you take Cortisone for these allergies? (F.P.): Yes, it was prescribed when I was a child. (G.V.): How old were you then?

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