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Celle Seminar I, Case 2: Insanity

(G. V.): What kept you so long that night you talked to the young Presbyterian in the parking lot?
(RR): We had a very difficult meeting with a very difficult decision to be made about personnel. I tend to try and mediate. I’m quite a good mediator in the hall, and that’s what I was up to that evening.
(G.V.): But apart from that, did you like this young man? Did you enjoy talking to him?
(R.P.): No, it wasn’t like that; he wasn’t my type. It really was just a talk about the meeting. Everything else was just a figment of my husband’s imagination.
(G.V.): Yes, but you did enjoy talking to him, didn’t you? (P.P.): Not particularly. It was just an overspill from the meeting. (G.V.): Did this young man show any interest in you? (RR): No. We still talk now and then because we are on the same committee. It is quite normal for me to talk privately to the other people about things that might not have been cleared up in the meetings.
(G.V.): Do you fantasize about other men? (P.P.): (hesitates) No. (G. V.): Why did you delay answering?
(P.P.): I find men and women very important because I need contact. But there are only a few men whom I have complete confidence in or can openly talk to. These are not necessarily sexual relationships, nor are they sexual relationships disguised as just platonic friendships.
(G.V.): But there must be someone towards whom you feel an erotic attraction.
(RR): Ror me, an erotic relationship is not possible unless I also have a relationship of confidence with the person, an emotional relationship.
(G.V.): How much salt do you eat?
(P.P.): Sometimes a lot. For example, when I took my driving test I was frightened to death that I would not pass it, so I ate very little; but when I am very, very active I love eating lots of salt. (G.V.): Otherwise you don’t eat much salt?

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