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CelJe Seminar I, Case 2: Insanity

(G. V): Please tell me about your mother’s violent outbursts. (D.): Last time we wanted to go to the doctor, I tried to dress my mother and she slapped my face. This is quite unusual in our family. Afterwards she was sorry. Another example of violence: sometimes she beats on the table with her fists, or she lies down and beats on the floor with her hands and fists and generally injures herself.
(G. V.): Does she tear her clothes?
(D.): Yes, one night she was wearing a nightgown and she tried to strangle herself with it thinking that then the demons would come out. I can tell you of other destructive incidences. For example, she clears out some of the cupboards and puts all the things outside, and in the process, flower vases and other bric-a-brac are damaged. Having her in the kitchen can be dangerous because she might use the bread slicer, or some other appliance. (H.): Perhaps I ought to mention that one day my wife went into the kitchen and switched on all the kitchen appliances, including the bread-slicing machine. This could have been rather dangerous.
(D.): Or sometimes she’d open all the taps on the kitchen faucets. (H.): Or constantly switch the lights on and off at a high speed. (F.P.): To me this was always a call for help, raising the alarm, switching the light on and off. (G. V.): Hmm. You see this as a call for help? (F.P.): An S.O.S.
(G. V): Does her look become very wild to you? Do other people think she looks wild?
(H.j: Yes, her expression spreads fear because it’s a fixed stare. (G.V.): Fixed?
(H.j: A fixed stare that is difficult to interpret, difficult to understand, and indicates that she does not know what she is going to do. This is what causes others to be frightened of her. (D.): For example, once in that condition, she asked my sister to scream with her and hit her back. (G.V.): To hit her back?

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