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Celle Seminar I, Case 2: Insanity

Case 2: Insanity

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Case history: The patient has suffered from weakness since July, following a period during which the children went away on holiday and she was left alone with her husband. At that time, she began to have pain in her right hypochondrium, which wandered, more or less, all through her body. The patient’s parents did not pay her much attention. At sixteen, she had a boyfriend, but she could not tolerate sexual demands. Consequently, she would let herself collapse to the ground and play unconscious. She reports that this was the first time she escaped into her disease. She could never talk about this incident. While abroad a year later, she was afraid that she would not be equal to her tasks, so she again faked unconsciousness. At that time, she was diagnosed as having epilepsy. The patient refused to eat, suffered a nervous breakdown, and was probably treated with electro-shock therapy. Hallucinations about God and her lost virginity began around this time. She lived in constant anxiety of being discovered, which forced her to continue faking these »epileptic« episodes. Upon her return home she felt very guilty about her deception while abroad. Sometime during the sixties, she met her husband. She never felt a sexual desire towards him, but nevertheless she soon married him because she was pregnant. In their marriage, her husband was the boss. In 1966, her father committed suicide because she had asked him for money that he was unable to give her. She still feels guilty about this. In 1979, she began to revolt and became a little more independent—she got her driver’s license. In 1981, she had her first psychotic attack. This attack lasted for five days, and during this time her state would become worse at night. The attack ended when the priest came and talked about the problems in her marriage. During this psychotic episode, she closed herself in the bathroom, screamed, stamped, and ran from room to room. In between these psychotic phases, she experienced periods of relaxation. In 1984, she

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