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Celle Seminar I, Case 18: Epilepsy

Natrum muriaticum needs to feel that you are a sincere listener— they open up and become very beautiful. You see this with him in the phenomenon of forgetting everything; he comes out rejuvenated into a new life. This is an experience that religious people go through, especially in very strong, fanatic groups. Why do these groups tell you to come up and confess all your sins? Because it is purging. Someone says, »I’ve been a sinner, and I’ve done this and that,« and as they tell about their past, the deep dark spots come to light and they no longer feel weighed down by the dark, hidden secrets of their life. Through confession they feel lighter, rejuvenated by unloading their past secrets. In a way this is similar to homeopathy, because homeopathy is a also a type of confession: it pushes all the evil things you have inside, outward. Homeopathy externalizes what is happening internally, be it a skin eruption or whatever, in a healing process. In this case, he is getting rid of the past, getting rid of the effect that the past had upon him, and this is a very rejuvenating experience.
Of course, you will want to analyze everything and find out whether or not he is faking. You will have to ask yourself, is he acting, or is he like this in order to win protection for himself from others, his wife, for example? You saw his movements, the tenderness. There is definitely a protection provided by his wife that he enjoys. Is he playing this out? We have to ask these questions because our minds are not innocent anymore. We know so much of what is happening that we have lost our innocence. We couldn’t believe him immediately even if we wanted to; so we ask question after question. But still you wonder, how can he put up a front all the time? Isn’t that more tiring than just showing his real self?
(A.9): How do you evaluate his stammering?
(G.V.): I did not take it into consideration because it was very slight, very subtle, and it can accompany brain concussions, especially those which are strong and affect the patient deeply.
(A. 10): What I want to ask is this: I can understand what you said about his forgetting, about the burden of his past, but if this man is by character somebody who seeks the wild life, then I

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