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George Vithoulkas

(A.24): I don’t see her sensitivity as hypersensitivity, like you said. Many people become a bit more sensitive after having children. This may even be a normal sensitivity, I don’t get it. You should think about many young women who become more sensitive about many things when they have children because then they have another person to care for. It’s natural that they’re more concerned about things, and think more about what life means.
(G.V.): Well, we still have symptoms arising within the individual; fear that something will happen, fear for her children. These fears are quite disturbing. If you have not experienced the fears yourself, you are not able to perceive how great of a disturbance they can be. Phosphorus has an anxiety that something will happen. There is a very disturbing situation inside Phosphorus because these patients expect something to happen at any time, but they don’t know what it’ll be. It is an unpleasant feeling of expectation.
(A.24): I think you would be astonished at how many women have these symptoms!
(G.V.): Well, yes, what you say is correct, concern and fear are different things, perhaps we are talking about concern; women develop more concern for others.
(A.25): I think her character changed a lot when she had the child. You saw that her sweater is an aggressive red with a fire-spewing dragon; that is what she was before and what she would like to be again. She is now more dependent on her boyfriend, and she cannot walk anymore. This is not something that she can fight against.
(A.26): The paper says that the pains in the joints had already begun in summer 1980, which was long before her pregnancy grief. Couldn’t we look upon this as a kind of gonorrheal joint disease with grief, which caused her some extra stress and that’s why the disease advanced to the state that it’s in now? The Me-dorrhinum state is still there. Her boyfriend said that she has lots of ideas in her head; wouldn’t that point in that direction?

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