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Celle Seminar I, Case 15: Forgetfulness/Depression

lips but also with her aggravation in the morning, desire for fats, perspiration, and brittle nails. Once everything has been taken together, then we get an idea of the person.
(A. 17): Nitricum acidum also has left-sided headaches. It’s a second degree remedy.
(G.V.): Yes, but Sepia is even stronger, especially if the headache is over the left eye. Also, if we had a Sepia condition in this case, what would you expect? Sexual desire. But she is climacteric and therefore it is very, very improbable that she would still feel sexual desire. She says, »I still enjoy sex.« That has to take you away from Sepia.
(A. 18): I have a question. Is hiding her bad moods from her husband a feature of Nitricum acidum.” Everyone else says that she looks cheerful and is in a good mood. Is the fact that she can hide it so well a feature of Nitricum acidum”
(G.V.): I don’t think she hides it. She feels very bad in the morning and that is important. Nitricum acidum will not be like that all day. When he is in company, he can also enjoy himself and crack jokes and do all sorts of other things. The main thing is to see whether the aggravation in the morning, as described by the patient, more or less tallies with what we know about Nitricum acidum in the morning. You can have a Nitricum acidum patient who cracks a lot of jokes and another one who is quite serious. But despite the common denominator, that element of »I don’t want to live«, you’ll see in these patients a fear of ending their lives. The attitude we’re confronted with here is that life is not worth living. I see her projecting exactly this sentiment during the interrogation, and trying to hide it is typical for Nitricum acidum. These patients will not talk, they are not open people. They will not make a fuss, but nevertheless you recognize that something is wrong with them, though they will never talk about it or explain just what has made them so miserable. You see, they simply believe that life is not worth living. They do not even understand or perceive the reason for this belief, which is really a consequence of their state of health. So again, the point here is

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