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Celle Seminar I, Case 1: Epilepsy/Asthma

nal person, she says that she does not cry. But she said something else. Do you remember what it was? She said that she used to weep quite a lot, but now she’s decided that she’s had enough— that’s what she’s really saying. If this were an Ignatia state—if we supposed that she was Ignatia because of her traumatic experience—then she would not have cried even as a child. She would have been very closed, typically Ignatia. She didn’t say, »I don’t remember myself crying.« Instead, she remembers crying a lot when she was younger, but now, in recent years, she’s decided that she has cried enough. Time makes us come to terms with a lot of unpleasant things in our lives. In reality she is not a person who is incapable of crying. She is not Natrum muriaticum and she is not Ignatia. She had a traumatic experience, she was forsaken. What else do we know about her character? What else were we able to draw from her?
(A.5): She likes consolation.
(G.V.): Yes, there was one important point where she said she likes consolation. She gave this information quite straight for-wardly, without hesitation. We still have a lot of other points to go on, for example, temperature. At a certain point she took off her jacket. Nobody in the room took off their jacket except her. Of course, she was the one under investigation and that’s why I asked whether she was too warm because she was anxious, or because of the room temperature. You have yet another piece of information, a very important piece because she gave it voluntarily, without having been questioned.
(A.6): She sighed.
(A.7): She was able to argue.
(G.V.): Yes, it appeared as if she was sighing, although actually this is not the case. What you have to remember is that this woman has a problem with her lungs. She is an asthmatic person. Under stress she may have to take deep breaths. She does not sigh out of what we would call grief. That would be Ignatia, simply sitting there while suffering inside—psychologically suffering. She is not someone who is psychologically suffering, in spite of the fact that she has all these diseases. You can see by her face

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