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Celle Seminar I, Case 13: Chorioretinitis

before answering was more like Baryta carbonica. She does not think very fast.
(A3): I’d ascribe her kind of timidity more to Baryta carbonica than to Calcarea carbonica.
(A.4): The dependence on her family.
(G.V.): Baryta carbonica has a peculiar symptomI don’t remember if she had it—which is that these patients feel, especially women, that regardless of how good a figure they have, something is wrong. For example, these patients tend to think that their legs are too heavy or their breasts are too big or too small. They measure their figures in such a way that they are bound to see themselves as aesthetically wrong. These patients have a sensitivity towards aesthetically correct bodies. They blame themselves for not having a perfect body. Baryta can have an unbelievable lack of self-confidence. They cannot make decisions. They cannot sustain a job because every job is a big effort for them to perform. Only Anacardium is similar and competes with this remedy in regard to a lack of self-confidence.
Let me give you an example of Baryta carbonica. I once saw a woman who was stout, well-built, big. She was wearing sandals at the time, and it struck me that her toes were very small in proportion to the rest of her body. I saw those toes, and with her lack of self-confidence I immediately realized that Baryta carbonica was confirmed. You see, what you have is a smallness in one part of the body—it can be the genitalia, the toes, the fingers, the ears—which is disproportionate to the rest of the person’s body. The clue to Baryta carbonica is that the patient sees herself as being out of proportion. Even if there is nothing aesthetically wrong with them, these patients will find something anyway. »Yes, my legs are out of proportion.« Regardless of whether this is true or not, Baryta carbonica firmly believes it.
There is also an unbelievable sort of naivety in Baryta carbonica. Let me tell you about a case of Baryta carbonica I saw in Athens. The patient was having psychological problems and so she went to a psychotherapist in Greece. The psychotherapist, who was very liberal, perceived that she was too attached to her

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