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George Vithoulkas

(F.P.): That I work less than other people, and I think I work slower than other people. Most of the time I think that I don’t work as well as other people. (G.V.): What else?
(F.P.): And I think I’m not as intelligent as other people. I often feel tired in the morning. (G.V.): After waking up?
(F.P.): Yes, even if I’ve slept ten hours, I feel tired. (G.V.): Do you sleep in the afternoon?
(F.P.): I used to when I worked in the nursing home. I would work from 6:00 a.m. to 1:00 p.m., and then I would go home and sleep for a few hours. But now I don’t sleep in the afternoon. (G.V.): Did you wake up tired when you slept in the afternoon? (F.P.): I don’t feel well or refreshed when I wake up in the afternoon. In fact, I feel terrible and more tired than I did before. I also feel bad afterwards because I think I’ve slept too much. (G.V.): Do you eat fruit? (F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): Do you like fruit? (F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): Do you like to add a lot of salt to your food? (F.P.): No, normal. (G.V.): Do you eat a lot of sweets? (F.P.): Yes, a lot of sweets, that’s my problem. (G.V.): When your first inflammation appeared you were twenty-four, and you had already left home?
(F.P.): Yes, I lived alone at that time because my religious group didn’t allow living with someone unless you were married. (G.V.): Did you feel very guilty when you had sex with your boyfriend for the first time at eighteen? (PP.): Yes.
(G.V.): Were you very upset? Was it a secret? (P.P.): It was secret and a sin.
(G.V.): So, you were a sinner; you had sinned and you felt very bad about it?

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