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Celle Seminar I, Case 13: Chorioretinitis

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(G.V.): Why did I ask this last question, what remedy was I trying to get at? Nitricum acidum, because it does not forgive. If she has been hurt, she always remembers. Even if you say that you’re sorry, she’ll say, »Yes, yes, yes,« but she’ll still think about it. It’s not like being really forgiven. Now, what is the remedy? Who says Staphisagria? (counts) Twenty people. Who says Natrum muriaticum? Any other possibilities?
(A.l): Phosphorus.
(A.2): Arsenicum.
(A.3): Cyclamen.
(A.4): Phosphoricum acidum.
(A.5): Sepia.
(A.6): She has to think about what you are asking. She is not fast, therefore I’d say that she is Phosphoricum acidum. She hesitates when speaking.
(G.V.): That may be a language problem because English isn’t her first language. Do you think that this woman’s emotions are flat or is she emotional? I’d say that she is emotional, that her emotions are quite alive.
Concerning grief with Phosphoricum acidum, apart from total exhaustion, you would also expect to see a lack of emotions, indifference. She certainly has lively emotions, but they are not too strong or aggressive. Is she an aggressive person? No. She has felt acutely oppressed by her mother—she remembered this—although she was unable to react. Then, at the age of eighteen, when she could no longer stand it anymore, she left home and the group. Why did she leave at the age of eighteen? Most probably because she wanted an outlet, she wanted to experience a love affair, and this drove her to leave home. Do you get the impression that she was very aggressive with her parents? No. You get the impression that she was very concerned about them, but that she couldn’t tolerate the situation and the oppression anymore. She didn’t really revolt against her parents. She was too sweet, too suppressed. Finally she had to leave the situation because she

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