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George Vithoulkas

(G. V.): Was it mostly your brother or father? (F.P.): I think the whole family. (G. V.): Are you married? (F.P.): Yes, for the second time. (G. V.): Do you have children? (F.P.): Yes, three.
(G. V.): You asked me not to investigate very much? (F.P.): No. It’s your turn. I want the right remedy, therefore you can ask what you want, (laughs) (G.V.): You can’t have both. (F.P.): I want the right remedy.
(G. V.): If I find it, just by chance, I’ll give it to you, all right? Do you agree? (F.P.): (laughs)
(G.V.): Did you overexert yourself, or were you under psychological pressure? (F.P.): Psychological.
(G. V.): Did you discuss some important issues in the family at that time? Did you feel that decisions were made or that something was not-
(F.P.): No, the main point is that in my family decisions are never discussed, and therefore I still have no room to breathe. I discovered that my weakness during this influenza has a lot to do with my family and my youth. My brother suffered brain damage when he was a child, and now he is handicapped. He works in a workshop for the handicapped. Consequently, I’ve always separated my medical history, or my fate, from his fate. I’ve always had his medical history and his fate in the back of my mind. He was constantly pushed by my parents; they always made too many demands on him. They made him perform. They never recognized his weaknesses, neither my mother nor my father. (G. V.): What did this imply for you? They did not recognize his weaknesses, that means-
(F.P.): During my weakness in January, I recognized that this has a lot to do with my history. I’ve learned to cover up my short-

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