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Celle Seminar I, Case 1: Epilepsy/Asthma

beforehand what was going to happen to me. I was just taken to my relatives and left there, dumped there. I had a terrible attack o’homesickness. In fact, it got so bad that they had to phone my parents right away to come take me back home. (G.V.): What were the signs? Did you say, »I am homesick«? How did they know?
(F.P.): No, it wasn’t that. I just became ill, so ill that my relatives had to get a doctor. The doctor said that I would have to go back to my mother straight away. (G.V.): And you remember this? (F.P.): Yes.
(G. V.): Do you remember this well? (F.P.): Yes.
(G. V.): But you do not remember any other traumatic experiences?
(F.P.): No, I wouldn’t say there were any others. (G. V.): Have you ever felt homesick again in your life? Homesick for your childhood or a place?
(F.P.): No, I had a very harmonious childhood. I have recollections and mental images of my childhood, but this is not nostalgia in that sense.
(G.V.): Did you experience a fall? (F.P.): You mean in my childhood? (G.V.): Yes.
(F.P.): I think I fell down the stairs once, on my back and my coccyx.
(G.V.): Where did you fall from? How high was it? (F.P.): Five, six, seven steps. I fell really hard—bang, bang, bang. (G. V.): Do you feel warm now? (F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): Are you perspiring? (F.P.): Yes, I’m perspiring very heavily. (G.V.): Where?
(F.P.): Over my whole body and face.
(G.V.): Is it normal for you to perspire, or is it because you are anxious?

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