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Celle Seminar I, Case 5: Myelogenous Leukemia

in a monotonous tone. He resents any personal attack, for example, when you asked about his hair. He is changeable, as are his habits. He is also insecure: he wanted company when he took drugs; he wanted somebody who was more experienced to help him in case he needed it. He wants special company, as he mentioned while his history was being told. He tends to imagine things, like he wants to be the hero of the universe and talks about starring in a play.
(G.V.): Now wait a moment. I don’t think all of these symptoms belong to Medorrhinum.
(A. 14): Considering what you mentioned about the antibiotics and this bursting out of leukemia, I think that his bronchitis, which was quite severe, was the first symptom of the oncoming leukemia.
(A.15): When I look at a lot of symptoms for this case in the repertory, Natrum muriaticum is very strongly indicated. It also displays this type of strong hatred. I am not that convinced about his arrogance; perhaps it’s just a facade, how he appears to others. I just don’t see here a profound arrogance. He clearly wants to keep people far away from him. So you see, there are a lot of symptoms that point towards Natrum muriaticum and Sepia; but I think Natrum muriaticum is the strongest.
(G.V.): I’d like to comment on this. I don’t want you to misunderstand me when I say this is not Natrum muriaticum. It’s not that the remedy cannot be Natrum muriaticum, I’m just giving you my explanation of why I think the remedy is not Natrum muriaticum. If he were your patient and you wanted to give him Natrum muriaticum, then I’d say, »Go right ahead and give it.« If you remember, I asked him, »Why did you cut your hair like that?« He replied, »Why do you cut your hair like that?« He engaged in this kind of counterattack very often. You will almost never see this with Natrum muriaticum. Natrum muriaticum displays a kind of humility, which he doesn’t. Even if the Natrum muriaticum person thought of attacking comments, he still wouldn’t be able to express them. Natrum muriaticum thinks very strongly about being humiliated. He would immediately ask

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