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THE BERN SEMINAR-PAGE 40

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(G.V.): What did you feel, can you tell me?
(F.P.): Friday I took the remedy at 2:30 p.m.; I did not notice a big change. I went home, had some food and threw that up, and went for a walk – that made me feel better – and then took the second dose at 6:30 p.m., and went for another walk, and I felt…
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(G.V.): What do you observe? She says she took the remedy and threw up, she could not retain anything. Do you observe any change in her, and, if so, what is the change? (A.): She looks at you all the time. (A.): She is not complaining anymore.
(G.V.): It is something which I see very clearly. I think everybody sees this, but maybe your mind docs not go there. (A.): She looks more intelligent and her head is upright. (A.): Her eyes are not so open.
(G.V.): Don’t you see the difference in her eyes? That helpless look I described to you is gone, she is serious now. The look is closed. The openness, which I have described to you, is not there anymore, you don’t perceive it. Even the size of her eyes seems to have become smaller. She is under control now. She has grown up a little bit.
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(F.P.): And I went for another walk, and I felt between 6:00 p.m. and 7:00 p.m. well; I felt like I could conquer this. Then I went back home and went to the video store and got a video, watched a movie, and then at 10:30 p.m. I was starting to feel a little bit anxious about taking the third dose, but I took it, took a shower and that made me feel better. I was getting anxious because I had to take my birth control pill and I was worried that it was going to do something different, and I couldn’t get to sleep that night until 2:00 a.m., and I don’t think I got a good night’s sleep. I finally fell asleep about 3:00 a.m. I was very aware of all the noises around me, the cars starting up at the parking lot, the clock ticking. I got up on Saturday morning and tried to eat a piece of peanut butter toast and I threw that up. (G.V.): Did you swallow it? (F.F.): 1 did, but only about two or three bites.