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clever person, a very intelligent person, because the traits of Baryta carbonica may not have touched the mental faculties. You will not see such a wide sweeping indecision and lack of self-confidence in such a person, but rather an immaturity on some other level. For instance, the person may be underdeveloped in stature, as with dwarfism. You may see accompanying Baryta carbonica an emotional retardation, completely child-like. You won’t always have the mental deficiencies. Sometimes you may see Baryta carbonica patients who are self-confident. When you don’t have a constitutional type of Baryta carbonica, you may see a very intelligent child who goes through grade school always at the top of his class, and then suddenly a shock takes place and the child starts falling behind. We say that such a child has lost his mental power, and this lost mental power indicates Baryta carbonica. You wouldn’t consider Anacardium if you heard a child say: »I have a tremendous insecurity, I don’t feel secure anymore, I don’t have self-confidence. I used to be first in the class, but now I am last.« Do you understand the difference? It is a matter of power of the mind. The power of the mind regresses, like with elderly people. Just imagine old people who become like children, they have no mind, there is no memory, they can’t remember, they can’t decide, it is this idea of a lack of self-confidence which we should think of in connection with Baryta carbonica. What does this type of lack in self-confidence have to do with Anacardium! Nothing. When somebody comes into the consultation room and says, »I have lack of self confidence,« I want to know why: What is behind that lack of self-confidence? How does he present it to me?; What does he tell about it? How he does describe it? What is it like? Only once I’ve determined all these factors will I venture to prescribe a remedy. Let us say that you had one symptom to prescribe upon – one mental symptom – every remedy has one peculiar symptom. For instance, how is a lack of self-confidence manifested under Alumina! Alumina produces a slowness of comprehension, slowness of mind, and a state in which the person feels like he is in a kind of a cloud. It is not exacdy a cloud, but rather a state in which he cannot find words to describe what is happening. This effort to describe what is happening, the slowness of the mind, is not a real inability to think, but rather a slowness in thinking, of perception and expression; so that Alumina appears to be mentally deficient even though he’s not. Alumina simply needs time and space to think. If you tell an Alumina: »Get up quickly, we are leaving in five minutes, we are going to catch the plane,« he becomes paralyzed: »I can’t do anything in five min-