The next day they are sick. The next day they are in a state of depression, of anxiety. They swear that they will never connect again, that they will never have such a close relationship again. And the state which develops inside is so painful, that a resolve is needed, leading to a state of a kind of indifference.
Eventually you will see a Natrium muriaticum that is like a very sensitive organ: if you touch, there is a reaction. Each touch brings about reactions inside, emotions. Eventually you will see that the emotions are cramped, become numb, and there is no response, they can give no response. There the indifference comes.
Then a kind of memory loss begins. Natrium muriaticum is one of the main remedies we see in the beginning of Alzheimer. Because of the grief that was not expressed and was transferred into indifference and numbness.
I wouldn’t call it a suppression of emotions. It is a deadening, a killing of emotions, until they don’t exist anymore. Together with this they will start losing their memory. They have no memories. They do not want to remember anymore. Everything has been forgotten, the past has been forgotten. They enter a state between amnesia and anxiety.
Interestingly enough, every now and then, during this process, Natrium muriaticum feels that everything is lost. Slowly, slowly Natrium muriaticum becomes aware that this valuable person, to whom they were attached and whom they had loved, had rejected them.