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Homeopathy – Medicine for the New Millennium – page 96

seems to lose his expressiveness, developing the tendency for retention. His mind fatigues very easily, and it becomes a great effort to think at all. The patient especially becomes confused when he attempts to read; the mind becomes dull and does not absorb the material. At this stage he answers questions some- what vaguely, rubbing his forehead and thinking a long time to find an answer.
When a case has evolved this far, the prescriber will have con- siderable difficulty making the diagnosis. Frequently the home- opathic practitioner will be so preoccupied listening for specific symptoms that he will fail to notice how this patient must hesi- tate and puzzle before he can manage making even a simple ob- servation, such as whether he is warm or chilly, etc.
At this stage the patient notices that something is wrong with his mental functioning: ‘I have a fear and an anxiety that I won’t do what 1 want myself to do’ or perhaps, “I am not who I think I am.’ The latter phrase is illustrative of a peculiar feeling of un- reality, especially about the patient’s sense of his own identi- ty, that can accompany the Alumina confusion.
The patient may say that when she talks, she thinks that some- one else is talking, or, even more strangely, the patient may say that she cannot hear except through the ears of someone else. ‘When he hears or states something, he has the feeling as though some other person has said or seen it or as though he was placed in another person and could see only through them.’ Such in- formation will not be volunteered; it must be elicited by direct questioning once one suspects an Alumina case.
As a consequence of his developing confusion, the Alumina pa- tient can come to feel quite insecure about his mental capa- bilities, suspecting, at times somewhat fearfully, that he may be going insane. This insecurity may lead to dependency on oth- er people. His developing uncertainty and irresolution compel him to cling dependency to some trusted person (e.g., a parent or spouse). As the mental deterioration continues, the mind be- comes increasingly indolent to such an extent that eventually al- most all reasoning power may be lost.
Alumina is listed prominently in the Repertory under the rubric ‘Prostration of mind’ (frequently this prostration in women is