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Celle Seminar I, Case 13: Chorioretinitis

of life. This suggests that she has felt oppressed by her parent’s religious convictions, either sexually or emotionally. As a child she probably wanted to go out with someone, had a crush or something, but her parents were very strict and did not allow it. All the grief she kept inside is now coming out very quickly and easily here, and that’s why you see her cry. Is this aggressive crying or sweet crying? You have to ask yourself this question and then explore which remedies display this type of crying. You would immediately consider remedies that do not cry hysterically. For example, a Nux vomica or a Natrum muriaticum patient would cry in a totally different way. She displays the sort of crying typical of Pulsatilla or Staphisagria. What else impressed you about her?
(A.): Her childish outlook.
(G.V.): Yes, there is a naivety; she is straight forward and naive. You don’t see a sophisticated way of looking at things behind what she says. You wouldn’t suspect her of being capable of saying one thing and meaning another; she just isn’t that sly. Instead, I would characterize her as a very direct person. Consider how spontaneously she begins to cry. It’s childish, indicative of a person with a pure heart.

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(F.P.): And about eight years ago I left it. (G.V.): And that caused a big conflict with your parents? (F.P.): We don’t talk about it. We can’t talk about it. (G.V.): Do you still live with your parents in the same house? (F.P.): No, I moved to another town. Eight years ago I fell in love, and I thought I would lose my boyfriend if I stayed in this group. I had to decide to stay or leave. At first I thought I could manage to stay with my boyfriend and also stay in this group, but I quickly noticed that I couldn’t live like that. I couldn’t talk about this affair with my parents. I wanted to in my heart, but they never could really understand me. It is a very strong religion. (G.V.): What kind of religion?

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