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Celle Seminar I, Case 11: Cervical Spine Syndrome

(F.P.): Here it’s better; at home I wake up before the birds start
singing, before sunrise. But these are phases. Sometimes I can
sleep until 6:00 a.m., and then sometimes I have a phase over
weeks where I wake up at 4:00 or 4:30 a.m.
(G.V.): And then you can’t sleep anymore?
(F.P.): No, but I can get up and do something I enjoy.
(G.V.): Do you enjoy getting up?
(F.P.): I enjoy getting up and painting or reading, for example.
(G.V.): Do you like to paint?
(F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): Do you have artistic talents or inclinations?
(F.P.): Not too much, but I enjoy it.
(G.V.): Do you play music?
(F.P.): I would like to play an instrument, but I gave up playing
piano in my childhood. Later on I started to learn guitar. I’ve
been a beginner for ten years, (laughs) I don’t have any time for
myself.
(G.V.): When you do things, do you do them in a hurry?
(F.P.): Not in a hurry, but quickly.
(G.V.): Is there a hurried feeling inside you?
(F.P.): Not anymore. In the past I used to feel like that, but I don’t
feel like that any longer.
(G. V.): When was this, when you were studying?
(F.P.): No, quite recently really.
(G. V.): But how did you lose that feeling? Did you try and make
an effort?
(F.P.): I guess I developed.
(G.V.): You mean being calmer, not so much in a hurry?
(F.P.): Yes. I think my inner person is healthier than it was in the
past, or it is becoming healthier with each disease I have.
(G.V.): What other diseases have you had?
(F.P.): I’ve had a mapped tongue since birth. When I was about
five years old I had pneumonia after pertussis.
(G. V.): Wait, you had a mapped tongue? Did this disease stay or
did it go away?
(F.P.): No, it stayed.

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