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The Celle Seminars_Page 300

George Vithoulkas

(G. V.): You feel under pressure? (F.P.): I feel uptight, all keyed up. (G. V.): As if you have to protect yourself all the time? (F.P.): Yes.
(G. V.): From criticism or from what?
(F.P.): Sometimes I feel like that about everyone, not only my father.
(G. V.): Did you ever take Ignatia?
(F.P.): Yes, in an acute state before my mother died, during my divorce. It acted very well. (G.V.): You cannot stand criticism? (F.P.): People say that about me.
(G.V.): Can you give us some indication of your personality, of your character?
(F.P.): My husband told me during the first few weeks of our relationship that I am an extreme person, that I go from one extreme to the other. (G. V.}: What did he mean by that?
(F.P.): He meant that I couldn’t in any way be classified as an average person.
(G. V.): Yes, but why? Were you, for instance, very happy, or very unhappy; or very calm and then very irritable? What was it? (F.P.): Yes, it is true that I often move between extremes. (G.V.): You can be very happy and then very unhappy, changing moods, like Pulsatilla?
(F.P.): Yes, I’ve always been like that. I’m either bursting with energy or I’ve no energy at all. I keep my distance from people, or I’m very close to them. And if I want to be on my own, then I want to be completely alone. That’s a problem. For example, I don’t like going to a public place and having a meal at those times; I totally close myself off. And the opposite is the case as well.
(G. V.): Do you mean that sometimes you can appear in public and sometimes you can’t?
(F.P.): Sometimes, when I have a lot of people around me, I find it very difficult to break the contact; and then at other times I just

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