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Celle Seminar I, Case 9: Lymphoma

something; this may be seen as stubbornness, but it is also quite frequently a facade. Her disturbed relationship to her mother, and her feelings of not being loved by her mother all make me think of Silicea.
(A.3): I thought of Calcarea carbonica before you led us to Phosphorus. I think she is Calcarea: the fears; cancer; desire for sweets and ice cream; she likes warmth; she is a cold person, cold hands and cold feet. So, I vote for Calcarea.
(A.4): I also thought of Silicea. Later, when you asked about the light, you called my attention to Stramonium. But then again, Calcarea carbonica is also indicated very strongly with the socks. I couldn’t place the irritability though. I then looked up Calcarea silicata in Boericke, and there I saw a little bit of absent-mindedness. She did seem to have this symptom because it took her fairly long to answer a question. Absent-minded, irritable, lacks self-confidence, fearful are all Calcarea silicata.
(A.5): I would add something to Silicea. She is extremely refined in the way she’s dressed and the way she handles anger. She knows what she’s doing, for example, the incident she described with her colleague. Even her childlike behavior is a conscious thing. I’d say Silicea.
(A.6): I only know the remedies from your lectures. I thought she was very sensitive and very vulnerable. The only thing she liked was very deep contact, which she seemed to be looking for. Although she was also rather closed, she seemed able to talk openly in this interview. Still, the fact that she didn’t show her suffering during the time of her adoption I find to be the mark of a very closed person. She likes poetry, she has fear of animals, she has an aversion to fat, a desire for sweets and fruit. She weeps sometimes the whole night through, and she has a lack of self-confidence. I thought of China.
(A.7): I think this is a case of Sepia because her main problem is the discrepancy between seeking security and the desire for a strong relationship on the one hand, and the need to be free on the other. She said that the impression she gives others is that of being very self-confident. She is very indifferent in her sexual re-

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