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Celle Seminar I, Case 5: Myelogenous Leukemia

it’s very difficult and should be considered deeply. I think it must be a remedy that often stands between the sexes. And I’m not particularly convinced of his sexual power.
(G.V.): I like your comments, and I must admit that I could not place the symptom of gynaecomastia myself. What was going on? I have thought of several different possibilities; for instance, I asked him at what age he became aware of sex, in order to find out whether male hormones began acting late in his life. He did in fact admit that his awareness began a little late. I do not know whether this is a case of hormonal changes taking place within the period of fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, or not. I don’t think we could find this out from him. But there is definitely a problem here. I did not get the impression that he was trying to conceal anything when he spoke about his love affairs. Of course, he did not try to give exact information either, there is no question about that. But then again, he was not trying to tell lies or show off. You could see this by his response to my question, »How many women have you been with?« Instead of going on about how many women he’s had, he just said it had been a few. Notice the way that he described that one relationship; that sort of situation arises when there is a very strong sexual attachment. It is almost exclusively within this sort of relationship that tremendous jealousy and a tremendous fear of being overwhelmed by emotions arises, and this is what patients like him try to block, stop. Lachesis patients are like this in a passionate love affair. They are afraid of being overwhelmed by their own emotions, of being put down, of being the weak partner. Usually you will see this in men; when jealousy and insecurity become overwhelming, they cut the relationship. But when speaking about these sorts of relationships later on, most Lachesis patients talk about them in very passionate, sexual terms. This is what leads me away from Sepia or Arsenicum, two remedies that we discussed before.
We know that with Sepia, even when it is a sexual Sepia, there is always a weakness on the hormonal level. Sepia can be very excitable and can have a desire for sex, there is no question of that, but the least little thing can take away her sexual desire. If these

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