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Celle Seminar I, Case 4: Neurodermatitis/Neurotic Fear/Alopecia

he did not receive enough love from his parents, that’s where it comes from. Not only did he not receive enough love but he was also put down by his mother. This is a very, very important element because family life is the first world into which you are accepted; if this first world does not accept you, then you lack that necessary feeling of primal security and confidence. Why didn’t this child develop into a state of Ignatia or Natrum muriaticum? Who knows why, but he obviously didn’t because Ignatia and Natrum muriaticwn were given at the very beginning and showed no effect. What did have an effect was Sulphur. But did you get the impression that Sulphur did the trick? No, because it was first repeated several times and then again later on but it failed to produce the effects we would have expected. So, although Sulphur might be a prominent remedy—perhaps it was inappropriate as a first remedy in this case—Sulphur might indeed be underlying. We might see it indicated again later on. But right now something else proceeds it. What remedy is on top? It must be a remedy that reflects this man’s psychological state as a young boy. I suspect that this man experienced moments of depression at a very early age, and that out of his depression a sort of headache developed.
What is the patient’s character like? Let’s reconstruct the elements as they were given: Is he indifferent or ambitious? We know that there is a driving, ambitious force somewhere spurring him on because if he cannot attain his goal, he feels very bad. Paradoxically, he is ambitious and this actually prevents him from being at the top of his class. He displays an all-or-nothing attitude: he must be the best or else. He pushes himself to such an extent that he winds up achieving nothing. The first thing that he says about himself is that he is fastidious and conscientious. Let’s go back to his childhood and his reaction towards his mother: »I am right and still she wants me to accept that I am wrong!« You can imagine how he must have felt! As mentioned before, the patient cannot tolerate contradiction. As a child, he probably reached a point where contradiction began to affect his health and psychological state. He was rejected, contradicted, but he

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