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George Vithoulkas

(M.P.): She’s very easily insulted, easily hurt personally, doesn’t like criticism.
(G.V.): Do you often criticize people?
(M.P.): I would say. no. I prefer to provoke a discussion. When there’s a discussion, it should be just for the sake of getting to the truth. I don’t say things just for the sake of talking to people or having a discussion. This must have something to do with my restlessness; I sort of feel pushed, and maybe that has something to do with the need for discussion. It must be some sort of valve, discussion.
(G.V.): When you say that you feel pushed, do you mean that you are in a constant hurry all the time to get things done? What exactly do you mean?
(M.P.): I feel that I must clarify something. I must find some truths by which to guide my life. I can’t just simply go on living without consequence. I constantly need to search for some truths, and I need to do something about it all the time. (G.V.): Are you looking for values to believe in? (M.P.): Above all, I’m looking for values that are irrefutable. My mother only made concessions if I was actually in a position to prove she was wrong.
(G.V.): Do you remember a period in your life when you were happy?
(M.P.); Well, I wouldn’t say that I was really happy, but there was a time, around 1982, when I was being treated with Sulphur M. At that time I was able to come out of myself a little bit and work. I felt that I had something to put into my studies with the objective of being successful,
(G.V.): Do you consider yourself to be an ambitious, achievement-orientated person?
(M.P.): Well, I’m ambitious in the sense that when I set myself an objective, I will pursue it adamantly. I don’t really set unattainable objectives for myself; I think I can say that I don’t waste my time pursuing the unattainable.
(G.V.): Don’t you have any happy memories from your childhood? Weren’t you happy as a child?

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