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Celle Seminar I, Case 4: Neurodermatitis/Neurotic Fear/Alopecia

(M.P.): This pattern began after Carcinosinum. / used to be able to sleep until noon and then get up, but after Carcinosinum 7 slept until five or six in the afternoon. I couldn’t get to sleep earlier because I was restless and there was a hammering, beating in my chest.
(G.V.): Where these palpitations?
(M.P.): No, not really palpitations, more sort of a pressing or tearing sensation.
(G.V.): In your chest? Were blood tests performed, especially values for your liver? (Therapist): No.
(G.V.): I don’t understand the diagram you’ve given me here. What is this supposed to show?
(Therapist): It shows that there were some incidences of cancer on the mother’s side, and that his grandfather had tuberculosis. (G.V.): What are you doing now? Do you have a profession? What are you working as?
(Therapist): He was a student, but he could not continue with his studies. (G.V.): Why?
(M.P.): It wasn’t just that I thought I couldn’t get through my studies, I knew that I couldn’t. I just managed to pass my examination—I just squeezed through—but after that I knew I could not go any further. I started dealing with subjects that I thought would be more relevant, of greater interest to me, and in this way I did some self-teaching. I followed up all those things that I knew or thought would be useful, and they turned out to be useful. But I know that I cannot cope with my studies further, and that what I’ve learned myself is not sufficient for me to be able to pass my upcoming exams. (G.V.): What things did you do that were useful? (M.P.): For example, I dealt with the subject of computer linguistics. I understood the advantages and the tremendous potential of the principles; I also understand their potential applications, but I would not have been able to put a coherent case forward in an examination for those applications.

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