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The Celle Seminars_Page 92

George Vithoulkas

(G.V.): Do you talk in your sleep?
(M.P.): Sometimes. I’m a light sleeper. My wife has mentioned several times that I talk in my sleep. She says I seem to be shout¬ing at the apprentices. Sometimes I think I do remember when I have been talking in my sleep.
(G.V.): Are you the boss at work or do you have a superior? (M.P.): I’m the boss.
(G.V.): And you have a family, children? (M.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): Does your state make you anxious? (M.P.): I think my main concern is that my condition—my paralysis—may deteriorate again and I will have to be confined to a wheel chair like I was before.
(G.V.): You contracted tubercular meningitis when you were thirty-five years old, is that correct? You also mentioned being constipated. Why do you have such a hard time defecating? (M.P.): The feces are very large, so I have to push very, very hard in order to defecate, and then I bleed around the anus. (G.V.): Do you sleep well? Do you fall asleep right away and sleep through the night?
(M.P.): I can fall asleep quite easily, but I wake up in the middle of the night.
(G.V.): How often do you wake up? (M.P.): A couple of times a night. (G.V.): Are you then awake for a long time? (M.P.): Well, usually I’m awake ten minutes and then I turn over and go back to sleep. I sleep on my left side because I feel the majority of the pain on my right side.
(G.V.): Are you able to wear a tie, or does it disturb you? (M.P.): It doesn’t bother me having my collar buttoned to the top, but I prefer more casual clothes during the week. If there’s a special occasion, for example, on a Sunday or a special function, then I don’t mind putting on a tie. I’m not worried about suffocating or anything, if that’s what you’re trying to get at. (G.V.): Do you perspire a lot? (M.P.): Yes, I perspire quite e< -ily and profusely.

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