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George Vithoulkas

(G.V.): Is the pain very severe? (M.P.): Yes, it is quite painful. (G.V.): Only when you sneeze or cough?
(M.P.): I haven’t noticed the pain other than when I sneeze or during hay fever season. If I blow my nose hard, the pain begins. (G.V.): The pain extends down to your right shoulder? (M.P.): Yes, it travels the entire length of my arm, right down to my fingertips.
(G.V.): When you feel this pain, »as if the fingernails were being torn out«, is the pain actually in your fingertips or in your arm? (M.P.): The pain travels all along my arm and it gets worse as it goes down. The pain is most extreme in the tips of my fingers. My constant worry is that I will not be able to walk because of the spasms in my legs. I can get used to pain, but the idea of not being able to walk preys on my mind. (G.V.): How long can you walk now using a cane? (M.P.): I can walk without a break for about ten minutes, no longer.
(G.V.): Are you then able to walk for another ten minutes uninterrupted if you take a rest?
(M.P.): I could not really tell you in minutes how long it takes me to recover. For example, Sunday, when the weather was nice, I went walking with friends, but after about ten minutes I had to stop and sit down for a while because I didn’t have anymore strength in my legs. After I’d taken my short break I was able to go on again. I drag my left leg very slightly, and when I get tired, I really have to pull it forward when I walk. Sometimes both of my knees literally collapse out from underneath me. I’m a house painter by profession. I can still climb ladders and scaffolding and do the other things necessary in my line of work. I also have to work from heights; luckily I don’t suffer from vertigo. My main problem, where work is concerned, is that each time it takes me a long time to get to the top, and then I have to work in a funny position, which is hard for me. (G.V.): How do you feel inside?

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