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THE BERN SEMINAR-PAGE 131

that happened for ten, thirty seconds, then I get very panicky.
(G.V.): Then what happens, do you almost faint?
(M.P.): No, I become… I get a blind fear. But if something happens to
me I create these things, my imagination runs away, and I think: »I am
going to be taken to the hospital, I will be in the hospital, I have fear of
doctors and all that paraphernalia…«
(G.V.): Do you fear doctors?
(M.P.): Yes, I’ve got no trust in doctors! But also, when I had it last
week, I shook, I trembled, the whole body trembled.
(G.V.): Internally?
(M.P.): No, externally, all my muscles.
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(G. V.): Do you hear what he says; last week when he had a crisis his whole body was trembling externally. He had such intense heart flutters that he had to stop in the middle of Paris. He was immobilized for fifteen seconds, he could go neither backward nor forward. With these two symptoms you think of Gelsemium, because he feels that the heart may cease beating. Although Gelsemium has to walk up and down to keep the heart going, his trembling and weakness may still make us think of Gelsemium. However, the trembling internally and externally in the way he describes is also a characteristic of Calcarea carbonica. Trembling from fear or trembling in general; waking up and trembling, all these are symptoms of Calcarea carbonica. Is it possible that he is Calcarea carbonica? You look at him and you say: »Where is the fatness and flabbiness and all that?« Do you see how we have all been misled? I was also misled to believe that Calcarea carbonica is fat and flabby until I treated some withered people, completely withered because of their disease, who turned out to be Calcarea carbonica. Once I gave them Calcarea carbonica, they bloomed and became healthy again.
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(G.V.): Do you feel very weak?
(M.P.):No.
(G.V.): Do you lack muscular strength?
(M.P.): Yes, but it is an external shaking.
(G..V.): With a fear?
(M.P.): I mean even now, with all the equipment and you asking me
these questions, I can feel…