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ness.« What is mental restlessness, and what does he mean by that? He asks questions, but what kind of questions? He calls them »philosophical questions.« You have a general idea of what you understand as philosophical, but he has another idea of what philosophical questions are. (A.): He wants somebody to guide him, lead.
(G.V.): Yes, he wants somebody to answer for him, he wants to ask questions and receive some answers. Why does he ask the questions he does, and what kind of answers does he expect? This is important in order to see the difference between your approach and mine. (A.): How to go easily through life. (G.V.): Well… (A.): He is bored.
(G.V.): He isn’t bored, he is very anxious, he goes into panicky states. He says that by coming to Alonnisos he feels very insecure. He goes into a kind of panic attack because he leaves his security. It is not boredom, ratner it is a feeling of suffering, it is quite a strong suffering. (A.): He’s bored because he realizes that his life is too easy. He asks himself: »What the hell am I doing on earth?« (G.V.): I don’t agree.
(A.): He is afraid that his wife could leave him because of his former girlfriend.
(A.): Maybe he has a fear of death because he had experienced the situation of being really dead with the marihuana; that kind of philosophical thinking, of what will there be after death. (G.V.): Yes, yes, correct.
(A.): I had the impression of him as being like a child. (G.V.): Yes, but he is not Baryta carbonica, although we agree that he is not mature, he is still close to his age. What the last person said is much closer to the point: he has a fear of dying, and he has at the same time philosophical questions about death, about what happens after death. Is there a God? What kind of God? All these issues are what he considers philosophical questions. Which remedy engages in that kind of questioning? We described the children in this remedy, and we said that these children ask about God and what God is doing, and whether there is a God, and what is the next world, etc. What is the remedy? Calcarea carbonica. Cal-carea carbonica is the remedy that asks such philosophical questions. The most philosophical question is the one raised by the fear of death. The child is afraid that he is going to die, you perceive the idea and questions about