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THE BERN SEMINAR-PAGE 58

really going on. I will give you a few hints: Is she well dressed? Yes. Is she welled groomed? Yes. Does she sit like a sexy woman or a controlled, presentable woman? Presentable. She doesn’t look that chic, but what was really impressive is that her look is hazy. What I perceive is a haziness. I’m not sure if she’s quite in the here and now. Did you perceive that? Also, I perceive something else; I’ll give you a hint: Did she cough? You say, no, she didn’t; I say that she did cough, but that you didn’t hear it because she tried to control her coughing as well. Let’s go back to the video and listen to how many times she coughed and you didn’t notice it. (Video replayed; subtle coughing between sentences.) You see that her breathing is labored all the time, and she comes to points where she has to cough, but she tries to control it. This immediately points out one of two things to me: either she must keep control in general, or coughing is very painful so she tries not to start. It comes down to a question of whether the coughing is really very painful, or whether she has a controlling type of personality. I want you to take into consideration what is going on in front of you, and I want you to observe everything very precisely, not absent-mindedly. Don’t just try to remember a symptom from the repertory, like »desires salt« underlined three times, and feel happy that you’ve found a symptom, instead you have to really think. Everything becomes a symptom. You must construct a picture of the person, little by little, from the details you perceive during the interrogation, because all these go to make up the patient’s personality. It will sometimes happen that you will perceive symptoms which seem to contradict a remedy you are otherwise sure of; then you must be able to judge when this could lead you to another remedy, or whether this isn’t just a deviation to be ignored for the moment.
VIDEO
(F.P.): I’m afraid that I’m going to lose control, the coughing gets
really bad.
(G.V): When does the coughing get bad?
(F.P.): If I talk too much the coughing sometimes gets so bad that I feel
I’m loosing control. But still my breathing is deeper today then it was
about four days ago.
(G.V.): And what is your temperature?
(F.P.): About 103; well functionally, it’s between 101 and 103 degrees
Fahrenheit.
(G.V.): Do you feel exhausted?