All these symptoms can also be found in other remedies; but the characteristic here is the snail’s pace of the progress. It happens so gradually that the patient is not aware of the process himself. After some years he may go back in his memory and say, ‘What is happening to me?’ But it takes him years to see the declining process. Nor is this decline observed by the people around him, especially those who are in contact with him every day. The process develops too slowly and undramatically.
Even when he finally feels that something serious and deeply disturbing is going on, he will often say nothing to anybody, because no one else seems to have noticed anything. Finally a kind of stupefaction takes over, and now he feels that this state is definitely leading him into a serious condition of degeneration, of imbecility and premature senility.
Conium produces as it were areas of sclerosis, of callus in the brain. It seems to be a remedy that is very set in its thinking, to the extent that it becomes superstitious. Conium is the main remedy in superstition or ‘superstitious thoughts’. It is like an induration in a certain area of the brain.
The patients tend to have compulsive thoughts and to execute compulsive actions, but only in a separate arena of their mental lives. The remainder of the brain is working beautifully, and they are otherwise normal people, performing their tasks, holding their jobs, and fulfilling all their social functions, but in this separate mental arena they have some fixed ideas which they cannot get rid of.
Those superstitious obsessions may be more or less harmless in themselves. They might think, ‘If I don’t touch the corner when I go around it, something bad is going to happen to me’. Or, ‘I mustn’t step on the cracks between the slabs of the pavement, and if I do, I will suffer some misfortune’. These ideas may make life intolerable for the people around them.