Indecision
Of course, it is easy to understand that a person with this type of mentality can become very indecisive. The Repertory indicates this by listing Baryta carbonica in capitals under the rubrics: ‘Irresolution, in acts, in projects, for trifles.’ For example, the Baryta carbonica woman and her husband may be looking for a house. They find a well-located house, which suits all of their needs and is being offered at well below the market value for a quick sale. The husband is enthusiastic, and he asks his wife, “What do you think?” It is a moment for decision, and yet at that point the woman becomes afraid of the decision. Consequently, she begins to make silly objections, “Yes, but that mountain by the house is so big it may block off all of the air. And the road is full of potholes” etc etc.
The indecision is so great that a professional woman, who was looking for an office building to settle her practice for four years without being able to decide on any, would probably never have decided to take one unless she was given this remedy, after which she had her office within a few months.
Lack of Self-Confidence
In all of these characteristics one can see a great lack of self- confidence. This lack of self-confidence will be most apparent of course in their professional life. Most of the cases that I have treated with Baryta carbonica were cases of professional people with a tremendous inferiority complex. It is so great and bothersome that it leads them to the psychologist and later to the homeopath.
They will always feel inferior to their colleagues; they feel that they are inadequate for their jobs, that they do not know enough to compete with others. They have a strong tendency to compare themselves with others and the conclusion is always that they are inferior. I must insert here an observation of mine, for what it is