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Essence of Materia Medica – page 18

disease itself, not so much the possibility of death. Calcarea can accept death with relative equanimity, but is more likely to be caught in a despair over being incurable and not being able to recover.
Kali. carb. has anxiety that he will get a disease in the future, whereas Arsenicum fears he has cancer now. Kali ars. has a par-ticular anxiety about heart disease, but does not fear death as much as Arsenicum does. The Kali^ars. patient will say, ‘If I must die, it is O.K.", but if you begin talking about his heart he will begin to express anxiety.
Phosphorus feels anxiety about his health, but primarily when the subject is raised to him. Many Phosphorus fears revolve around health, his own or his relatives, but the Phosphorus anx¬ieties are not as obsessive. The Phosphorus patient is suggest¬ible. He hears of someone who has died from a bleeding ulcer, and then he imagines himself to have a bleeding ulcer. He does not hold his anxiety within himself but he will grab the nea¬rest person and animatedly express his concern. He will imme¬diately go to the doctor, who reassures him that he does not have an ulcer; the anxiety then disappears as quickly and easily as it came, to return again on the first provocation. He leaves the doctor’s office very relieved, saying to himself, "How silly I am." By contrast Arsenicum, Kali arsenicum and Nitric acid are not so easily pacified. They are inconsolable in their anxie¬ties. The Nitric acid patient, unlike Phosphorus, always has anx¬iety about his health—an anxiety about any possible ailment, not only cancer, infectious disease, insanity, or heart disease. He may read in a magazine about someone with multiple sclerosis, and he will say to himself, "Oh, Oh! That explains it! That must be what I have". Then, instead of expressing his anxiety, he carries it around inside. Eventually he may very secretively make an appointment with a doctor, but the doctor’s assurances fall on deaf ears. He is convinced of what he has and cannot be con¬soled. Later, he may read another article, and the process begins again. The Nitric acid anxiety about health is not so much the fear of death that we see in Arsenicum, it is more a fear of all the consequences of a long-term degeneration, with the expense, dependency on others, immobility etc.
Lycopodium has a marked anxiety about health. The Lycopod-ium anxiety can be about any type of illness, like Nitric acid,